24/03/08
I miss last December sooo much!
Life sucks so much for me now.
Tons and tons of things for me to do.
Yet the idea of leaving uni makes me down.
sian sian sian
I want holidays! lolz.
wondering wondering..
is there any jobs that require me to go travel,
not air stewardness definitely.
I dun fit the height.
Not tour guide too.
Normally they dun recruit young tour guides haha.
and even if i become one,
i will definitely be a Singapore guide, not a overseas one. :
AIYAAA.
damn pissed.
sooo busy with work now,
and i hav to think so hard for the future.
WTH.
sianzzz.
ALL work NO overseas holiday makes LM a dull gal.
LOLz.
mentioning about tours,
somehow i didn't go with my friends before ar. lol
soo exciting when Sc asked me to go Korea wif her during winter time.
hope xh, wx and sh are free.. ermmm.. lolx
Korea anyone? :))
dreamt @ 9:39 AM
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14/03/08
Super OUT-OF-THE-BLUE.
haha.
I woke up this morning, with Maroon 5 "this Love" ringing in my brain.
Dunno for what reason, soo weird.
I didn't hear their song the last night,
to be exact, i didn't hear their song for weeks lo.
just soo suddenly,
i woke up remembering tis song.
haha.
then, went to check out all Maroon 5 songs
dunno why all songs sound nice to me (in the past, i liked only a few songs)
Just sooo sooo SOoo strange!
haha.
Okie, i like tis song 'Infatuation'.
at first, i choose to listen to tis song,
because some one used tis particular word to describe someone and me,
the me in a few years back reacted agitatedly to this word.
the me in 2008 feel amused now.lol.
to be exact, haha, i kinda like this word now hahaha.
and for the somebody,
i saw him like a few weeks back.
not much of a change, just that he dyed his hair. haha
the description that i gave jas is "he looked like a birdnest"
haha. opps.
i'm sooo like totally shocked when i see him.haha.
and i guess he is too. from his expression. ahha.
the nxt rxn i had is--> asssss!! i shld have wear nicer clothes tt day! hahaa. very unfortunately, i wore my very comfy yet nt that attractive clothes (tees and my 3/4 pants) haiz.
hey i didn't have any dirty ideas in mind like seducing him of wat.
just v purely, haha. want to give him a "hey i CAN look nice too" + "u r so stupid in the past" feeling
wahahaa. ok. think too much. even if i wear super low-cut, big bust outfit, he wun even bother la. hahaha.
anyway, its good to see him in nus before i leave.
ohhh. i saw jerome yday too. hahha. what a nice surprise. it's always nice to see ur buddies in sch. hahaha. i scare the freaking hell out of him yday by shouting "hey, jerome" :)
tooo bad, all my buddies dun wan cum nus, sooo sianz haha
how rubbish can i get.
from "Maroon 5" to "him" to "the past" to "The present" to "buddy" to "nus".
sooo cool. i can link different things together. :)
dreamt @ 10:42 AM
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05/03/08
I realized i always try to act/behave normal whenever i feel sad.
even when i am sick.
like today, i'm so fustrated with myself,
i still can joke w my fren.
i don't think she knows that i am sad.
I have been sick for ages,
and don't think anyone realised it,
until i say so.
then they will exclaim
"where got? u don't look sick to me?"
I don't know why i try to hide the vulnerable me,
it happens just soo naturally.
I wonder how others will react when they see the "natural" me,
who burst out in tears etc etc etc.
i guess the only 2 outburst in my life happened to be during my JC times.
the Mr PE teacher and mao mao,
they are the ones who provoked out the real me.
I need to really go change all my bad habits,
before i become super irritated with my self,
and i explodes again. :
dreamt @ 10:16 PM
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This is one of the rare times when i really feel like punching myself.
how blur can i get
i just dun UNDERSTAND myself.
damn PISSED OFF.
with no one but myself.
haiz.
I really hope that somehow..
soon or later,
I can just get rid of this very bad habit..
it's better to be scheming than sooo er xin lo.
haiz
dreamt @ 5:10 PM
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03/02/08
Hi guys,
Long time no blog.Nothing much to blog about actually haha.recently had a haircut.to me, it's a very big changehaha keep wanting to 'scare'/ surprise others.erm, but obviously majority seems fine with it. haha.their rxn is 'no big deal'the one unique response is from jas, haha.she sae she wanna pull my hair. so fake.another says I look like egyptian queen. LOLX!OUT OF THE BLUE!I'm starting to wonder,why things that occurs naturally to others,seems like it will nv ever happen on me.weird weird weird.ermm.tis is such a weird world.Basically my tis yr CNY format will be a 'xian ku hou tian' version.TML timetable will be a continuous 10 to 6 pm without any brks in between.consists of existing lectures, tutorials and make-ups.yucks. tml i will basically survive on my beloved fren, mian bao!wed New year eve, will be one lect and tut. kinda of sucky.arghhh~ohh anyway there's going to be changes in our annual CNY format.haha. inclusion of a new member (or shld i sae temporary? lolx)bro's going to 'surprise' our family members.dun wan to elaborate too much. hahalolx. so looking toward to it.ermm. it's fun to be a spectator sometimes.COUNTDOWN TO CNY: approximately 3 days. woohhooo
dreamt @ 11:35 PM
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14/01/08
Had a exciting day today.
What an exciting way to start my last semster~
firstly, had tis dream abt tis person. haha. very happy to be able to dream abt the person. haha coz it's like yrs ago that i last dreamt of the person. very cool to be able to experience the same feeling that i had in the past. the only bad part is that there's no ending to the dream, just like in reality.
2ndly,went to the vivo toilet tis morning, only to discover that all main gates of vivo are being locked. dunno what the hell they are doing, but haha it's a very cool experience to be locked up in a shopping mall. waited for like 15mins+ for the security guard to open the gates.I was very curious what really happened, so i went to ask the guard. dunno whether he was too bz, or he chose not to, he just didn't answer me.
3rdly, send my poor thing lappy to the nus IT COOP for reformatting. there goes my 16 bucks. nv do something like this before. so quite interesting. (tt's explains why i am blogging on my first day of sch--> i have my lappy w me!)
4thly, peiyi brought her camera along today, saying wat she wans to tk photos to rmb her 1st day of her last time. i thot of that acty, but i choose not too, haha coz i thot that i will be having lect alone today. so i nv bring. wasted. ahaha. very funny experience to go walk ard nus tking photos with people looking at us. ahah. tourists in nus.
5thly, realised jas hav the same sucky timetable as me. almost the same to be exact. haha. same ending time for mon and tues. lagi best. -.0
6thly, Jas suggested going to newton for dinner tomolo. or shld it be supper? becoz both of us end at 8 tml. and she called our previous sem kaki along too. kinda of weird. errhh, when can i stop being a light bulb?!?! hahaha. Jas is super excited abt tomolo coz of her cheng ting. but yucky for me. ahhaa. there goes my jian fei ji hua! -.-
7thly, i just saw my favorite lecturer when i was blogging on the pathway. i didn't see him initially, but he called me. very swt of him to rmb my name. ahha he called me 'mei li', and the nxt min he sae sorry wrong, shld be li mei. awwwwwwwH. so swt and amazing that he rmb my name. i dun realli tok much to him. sigh. it's a pity tho, that for my last sem i cant tk mods that are taught by him. i'm going to miss him and the rest of the lecturers too. one of them is the total war lecturer, jas. lolx.
lastly, saw tis very yd + 'COLD' guy when i was blogging half way. haha. he was previously my tutorial classmate. ahhaa. so i became so excited that i go msg my good fren abt it. ahhaa. she noes abt him becoz we took the same mod tog. hahaha.
conclusion~ i tink i am a little crazy today hahaa
dreamt @ 2:56 PM
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05/01/08
Shit.
I shouldn't tell my hist kaki/fren that i am leaving after tis sem.
aiyooo.
haha he seems shocked. and he acted emo.
haha. ya the word is ACTED.
aiya, but it's enough for me to feel weird.
sucky feeling to learn that others are staying for honours,
and i'm one of the early leavers.
trashy la.
and i'm leaving without planning what to do in future.
suddenly remember the "que sera sera" song.
i dun tink i can be as relax as the song says. sianz.
dreamt @ 1:02 AM
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04/01/08
BLOG~
A lot of people asked me why i didn't blog recently.
This is what I tell them. (Not an excuse, haha, it's true)
"Nothing to blog about. My life very stagnant recently"
"Eat, study, slp, go school"
Life goes on and on like this.
But i guess this kind of lifestyle going to change soon. :
Had a scary encounter just now,
which i tink can explain my pricky-ness, jas.
Haha.
Damn scary.
Almost got knock down by a car just now.
very very scary.
Ok. with this experience,
i will add another new year resolution to my list.
"Be guai and follow all traffic rules"
Signz.
dreamt @ 11:44 PM
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